December 25, 2012

self-reflection


 i'm just a girl 
whose hair is never right
who can't stop laughing at something that happened yesterday 
who cries because sometimes nothing is right
but sometimes,
i'm just a girl  who can't stop smiling
 because for that moment everything is perfect :)
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someday everything will all make perfect sense. 
so for now, laugh at confusion, smile through the tears, 
and keep reminding yourself that
everything happens for a reason..
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage 
to let that person know how you feel. 

A sad thing in life is when you meet 
someone who means a lot to you, 
only to find out in the end that it was never 
meant to be and you just have to let go.

The best kind of friend is the kind 
you can sit on a porch swing with, 
never say a word, and then walk away  
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got 
until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know 
what we've been missing until it arrives.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
 an hour to like someone, 
and a day to love someone..
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks, they can deceive. 
Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. 
Go for someone who makes you smile 
because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

Dream what you want to dream, 
go where you want to go, 
be what you want to be.
Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. 
If you feel that it hurts you, 
it probably hurts the person too.

A careless word may kindle strife. 
A cruel word may wreck 
a life. A timely word may level stress.
But a loving word may
heal and bless.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best 
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

Love begins with a smile, 
grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. 
When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life
so that when you die, 
you're the one smiling 
and everyone around you is crying.

December 22, 2012

happy mother's day♥

MY MOM's my HERO..

The one who ran to help me when I fell,
and would some pretty story tell,
or kiss the place to make it well..
Yep! She's mom :)
It's a day when we should recognize her efforts in shaping our life and personality. Yap! today's mother's day :) Everyone sees Mother’s Day as a day to thank mums for being there and for being so special. And it is a day for everyone to sit back and celebrate their mum. 

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We wouldn’t be here if we didn’t have a mother. Mothers mean a lot to a lot of people. Mothers love us, they feed us and nurture us, they give us life, they raise us as best as they can, they encourage us and forgive us. 
 according to me everyday's mother's day ..
Mother’s Day can mean a lot of things. It can mean that it’s a day off for moms or it’s a time to appreciate her. To me, it’s both.
It has been said and I am sure most will agree that a mother is very important in everyone’s life and without her life would be unimaginable! Everyone sees Mother’s Day as a day to thank mums for being there and for being so special. And it is a day for everyone to sit back and celebrate their mum.

MOM.. 
is the person who carried you in her womb for nine months and introduced you to the greatest gift of god on earth - the life. She made me realise the real value of life by acting as a guiding force and a guardian angel whenever i were left helpless before the thorny path called life. My mom loves, cares, sacrifices her life and is always there for me.  Some special words I like to call my mom are fantastic, awesome, amazing, caring and spectacular-acular-acular! I like to add the echo because she is so nice! hahah
If my mom wasn’t around, it would change my whole life. I wouldn’t have someone to support and comfort me when I feel down. My mom gives me the courage and strength to keep going when I feel discouraged from a bad day. She teaches me what is right and not to be afraid to speak up for what I believe in. But most of all, my mom’s love makes me feel proud and special inside.
She instils not only confidence and self-belief in me, but also teaches moral values and the real meaning of life.

happy mother's day, mom :)
Thanks for all that u have gave to me ..
love u 

December 16, 2012

how i am

hey,,
Thanks for taking out of ur time to read this little space
I just wanna lilbit talk about my self in this text .
So, lets scroll your trackpad down if u wanna know more about me, now!
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i'm generous, thinker, heartless, weird and clearly rather modest person.
i care with my family, all of my friends, and also him :)
They're color of my life

I LOVE MY SELF..
I'm not very sweet person but i love cracking jokes and having a good laugh.
I think I am kind and gentle, not meek, but brave.
I am intelligent but not as intelligent as so many people out there.
I am impulsive especially with my money. I think about big issues as best I can.
i love to listen and sing to nice music,

I read about those that interest me.
I really like sewing, love all about barbie and butterfly, vintage fashion, crafting, and decorate something.
someday i wanna be a designer and make a house that design by my own*it was my dreams*hii
I am responsible with what i do and I love to share to everyone (not my underwear of course) haha

I don't self analyze. I have had enough professional analysis to last a life time.
I seldom get worried or tense over matters. May be because I use a menthol shampoo!*??
when i in depressive, i take enough medicine for it that and keep it at bay. 
I immediately rectify myself when others point out my drawbacks because I am embarrassed. 
I usually assume immediately that I was wrong. 
Later I might think about it and decide I wasn't wrong and mull it over.

I neither judge nor ask others to judge me, guess am happy enough the way I am. 
At the end of it all, I have learn to be good to people even when I hate them.
Other people judging me, it would be easy to say I do not care,
 more likely if I respect the person doing the judging I care a great deal, 
otherwise I truly could not care at all.

Although I can share with my loved ones, I normally do not share my problems.
 I keep them to myself.

December 08, 2012

crafting♥ #2

fabric flower hand made

I know that there are about a bazillion flower tutorials out there, but I thought I'd share my way of making them.  It's really quite simple.
Start out with about a 4" square of fabric - this will make one petal cluster for a flower of approximately the same size.  You will need about 6-8 of these squares.  For this particular flower I used 7 squares.
 fold in half
Fold in half again, matching short sides.
Next, cut out an ice cream cone shape, with the folded corner of your square as the point of your cone.  I used pinking shears, but this isn't necessary.
When you open it up it should look something like this:
Next, sew a circle around the center, just a simple running stitch.
Pull threads together, like a little drawstring, tie the two ends of the thread into a knot, then cut off the strings.  It should look something like the photo below.  I've learned that the bigger the circle, the more gathered the petal clusters become.
 
Repeat these steps for 6-8 petal clusters.  The more petal clusters, the fluffier the flower.
Once you get them all gathered, string them on some thread.  I like to use a double strand for strength.
 Pull the thread together, like you did for each petal cluster.  Tie in a knot and cut thread.  At this point your flower should look like this:
The front and the back should look pretty much the same, so choose which ever side looks best to you.  If you're making this as a brooch, then sew a pin onto some felt
Hot glue the felt onto the back of the flower, or you can sew the flower onto your project.
To finish, sew (or hot glue) a button to the front.  Voila!  A fluffy flower brooch.
I hope that was clear.  If you have any questions, feel free to ask! :)

u can also pour your creativity in to the others form ^^ 
 

mydreams♥

THESE'RE REALLY INSPIRING ME♥
a place for relaxing
sewing room mess but cute! Heart this
books, crafts, knits..oh gad! really wanna've all of these someday!

neat that full of barbie dolls!
cook good food

feeling mess

I can't understand men. Why do they always assume that we, women, are always up to something. Is it our fault that we have guy friends? Is it our fault that a guy acts too friendly towards us? Why are they so jealous? I just don't understand. I thought I was just being myself and enjoying my life. I don't feel like having another boyfriend. There is just too much pressure and stress and it is not worth it. After breaking up with my boyfriend, I felt like a whole lot of weight has been lifted off of me. I felt freed! At first, I was depressed, as if I had done something wrong, or it was all my fault. But I thought about it really hard and realized, I done nothing wrong at all. If anything, I felt I've done the right thing for myself and let it all go. I am glad and relieved that I can do what "I" want! I have to remind myself that this is my life and not his. Always!

November 25, 2012

sweet18

“Finding happiness should not be seen as finding a needle in a haystack. Happiness is within. Each day is a blessing that brings an abundance of happiness. Therefore, finding happiness should be like finding a gift in a stack of gifts.”
__Steve Maraboli, Life, the Truth, and Being Free
BEAUTYOCTOBER'30
it was my day..YEP! I am 18 years old! wohoo~
birthday surprise#part2 on : Nov'29 2012
blue butterfly necklaceThanks BarbieNov :*
 these're from Puji. vintage bird key chain  
Thanks Pujii :D

November 24, 2012

ihearthis!♥

myFASHIONtaste

Fashion refers to the styles and customs prevalent at a given time. In the most use common, "fashion" exemplifies the appearances of clothing, but the term encompasses more. Many fashions are popular in many cultures at any given time. Important is the idea that the course of design and fashion will change fasten than the culture as a whole.

Fashion is creativity on how a person dresses and acts with the clothes. Necessarily the clothes don’t make it the fashion alone, but the people who wear it must “be” the part of the fashion. Take an example of a model, she walks confidently in those clothes making it stand out and making it the new “it” when compared to a meek, school going girl, she wouldn’t be able to pull it off.
 
*So fashion is fresh from the personality and reflects of what character they are. The term “fashion” is often has a different relevance to different people based on their ideas, customs, culture and traditions*

Fashion does not always mean copy the way other celebrities dresses up or the way people who are slim dresses up. If we had this misconception that fashion is only for the slim and trim, we have to think again. Clothing industry has now realized that a perfect body is not what everyone possesses. So clothes that fit you well and people admire the way you dresses up are what fashion is. Fashion for few people also means stand out in the crowd and look very appealing too. They somehow give you a feeling that you are dressing with a purpose! Well, the purpose here, as we all know, is to look dashing!

July 18, 2012

inspirasi dan motivasi untukmu :)

Pernahkah kamu merasakan,
bahwa kamu mencintai seseorang,
meski kamu tahu ia tak sendiri lagi, dan
meski kamu tahu cintamu mungkin tak berbalas,
tapi kamu tetap mencintainya?

Pernahkah kamu merasakan,
bahwa kamu sanggup melakukan apa saja demi seseorang yang kamu cintai?
meski kamu tahu ia takkan pernah peduli ataupun
ia peduli dan mengerti, tapi ia tetap pergi.

Pernahkah kamu merasakan hebatnya cinta?
tersenyum kala terluka,
menangis kala bahagia,
bersedih kala bersama,
tertawa kala berpisah,

Aku pernah :)

Aku pernah tersenyum meski kuterluka
karena kuyakin Tuhan tak menjadikannya untukku,
Aku pernah menangis kala bahagia,
karena kutakut kebahagiaan cinta ini akan sirna begitu saja,

Aku pernah bersedih kala bersamanya,
karena kutakut aku kan kehilangan dia suatu saat nanti, dan...

Aku juga pernah tertawa saat berpisah dengannya,
karena sekali lagi, cinta tak harus memiliki, dan
Tuhan pasti telah menyiapkan cinta yang lain untukku.

Aku tetap bisa mencintainya,
meski ia tak dapat kurengkuh dalam pelukanku,
karena memang cinta ada dalam jiwa, dan bukan ada dalam raga.

Semua orang pasti pernah merasakan cinta..
baik dari orang tua... sahabat.. kekasih dan
akhirnya pasangan hidupnya.

Buat temanku yg sedang jatuh cinta.. selamat yah..
karena cinta itu sangat indah.
Semoga kalian selalu berbahagia:)

Buat temanku yg sedang terluka karena cinta...
Hidup itu bagaikan roda yang terus berputar,
satu saat akan berada di bawah dan hidup terasa begitu sulit,
tetapi keadaan itu tidak untuk selamanya,
bersabarlah dan berdoalah karena cinta yang lain
akan datang dan menghampirimu :)

Buat temanku yang tidak percaya akan cinta... buka hatimu ...
jangan menutup mata akan keindahan yang ada di dunia
maka cinta membuat hidupmu menjadi bahagia :)

Buat temanku yang mendambakan cinta.. bersabarlah..
karena cinta yang indah tidak terjadi dalam sekejab..
Tuhan sedang mempersiapkan sgala yang terbaik bagimu :)